#ughghghghhhhgghghhh. want 2 delete it from my brain forwver
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on god i NEED to be kissed
#<< reads fanfiction while emotionally compromised like a weak bitch#im in HELL for real this sucks so bad#like not even romantically just like. blow some smoke into my mouth or something#im normal. im so normal im feeling so great rn#(<< liar!)#head in hands. category 12 autism moment i have had my hood up all day bc lights and sounds and Having Hair is bad#and everything is. so much and im feeling So many emotions and 90% of them are nostalgia based which is. so evil#sorry your boyfriend is missing the gay crush they had in middle school that ended in a firey explosion . yeah the abusive one.#sorry yeah theyve been sitting on the couch watching horror movies all day and desperately wish to be a guy covered jn blood#<< also have been feeling. MASSIVE dysphoria since last night so thats fun and has not gone away#being a guy covered in blood would fix me. being a guy with a mask for a face would fix me.#delete later#valentines day sucks so bad even though i very desperately want to enjoy it because love is real and i love pink and red and hearts n shjt#and like for the past?? 2 or 3 years i have forced myself into enjoying it and it was REALLY genuinely fun idk why this year hit me so hard#ughghghghhhhgghghhh. want 2 delete it from my brain forwver
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